Tuesday, April 05, 2005

you want to explore an abandoned house?

i'm sure your perverted minds are already taking some nasty conclusions. it's not what you're thinking!!
let me start by the begining.
a few days ago i've talked with some friends and one of them asked me if i enjoyed exploring old and abandoned houses. i said yes of course!! i really love it, althought, i'm always scared when i'm inside the house.
so we met in Torres Novas and we went to see the house.
the house used to be a school but it's been closed for about 10 years. it has got big halls, broken stairs, classrooms with yet written blackboards (i felt strange shivers by this time!!). you should see it!! the most part of the house is empty, with some broken glasses in the floor and lots of dust everywhere!! it has got also a big garden in the back with some swings. the house is fucking creepy. i went there once on a school visit and i remembered the house just the way it was. it was kind of weird to see it empty and without any children running trough the halls...
i was just a litlle bit scared, but i want to go back there.
theres something else i would like to say. (it has got nothing to do with the house!)
how do you deal with someone you know it's different from you in a certain way? i don't even think about it. what matters to me is the friendship.
sometimes i enjoy talking with my mother and my grandmother because we belong to different generations and have different ideas about somethings (almost everything)!
we talk often about homosexuality and bisexuality. my grandmother doesn't understand how can a man go to bed with another man, or a woman get married with another woman and after that adopt a child!!
my mother is in the midlle, she understands what i'm trying to say and understands my grammas ideas. she is some kind of translater between us!! i have open mind and to me what was strange was the fact that 50 years ago girls used to get married at 17 and had to do what theirs husbands told them to!! (i know this still happens some places!!)
it makes me sick when i meet someone who says to be totally against homosexuality!! are we in the stone age yet?? no? i guess we are!
c'mon!! the next one can be your son or your daughter. it's normal, so why do we make so much noise about it??!!
a strange and kind of difficult situation hapenned to a friend of mine. he wrote it in his blog and i read it. when i understood what happened i got really angry with those motherfuckers i don't even know!!
they tought he was making a joke. A joke??!! who would make a joke about that? okay, many people, but not normal and open minded people!
when i meet someone who claims to be "manly" or "a good piece of man" i immediatlly start thinking:" this guy must have something to hide; with this kind of attitude!!".
anyway, we are free to do whatever we want, so let's all say out loud:" I AM WHAT I AM, IF YOU DON'T LIKE YOU CAN GO KISS YOUR OWN ASS!!!
be what you are. be even better than that. you'll feel much happier!!
i'll be what i am, even if i haven't discovered it yet!!
have a nice day...
ciao***

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