is this me?!!!

another useless day in my useless life!
it's enough god damn it!! don't you think i've had my quote?!!
i feel empty, sick of this dead town, alone! i can't even write a fucking poem!!!
i wanna get out of here, get a life, meet some people.
i don't wanna become like my mother. she hasn't got a real life and it's always depending on other people!!
that's not me!
please tell me, who the fuck is living my life?!!!
well, i've talking to a girl who used to be one of my best friends. we lost contact of each other for a while but now were back to throw down this
place!!!
well, i hope you like this..."poem" i wrote.
Honestly?! i hate it!!!


´"why should i
see with my eyes
if i can feel with my soul
why should i
touch the world with my hands
i'll use my mind instead
should i be myself after all
all this questions and doubts
are consuming me
destroying me
day after day
but i keep trying to find
the answers to the big question
wich is my life
maybe, when i find all the answers
i'll be dead already!!!"

i don't give a shit if you liked this poem or not!! (i'm sure you didn't!!)

See you soon... or maybe not!!